Dear G,

I feel that you're getting closer every day. I can feel you in the air, in all the people that I meet, in all their faces and their smiling, crinkly eyes. I see you in everyone and in everything. Even the litter on the streets acts as a sign of you. It's like some strange game of Easter Egg hunting and the prize is you.

Did you know I got a new dog? His name is Tyson and he's beautiful and he's helping me with my search for you. He leaves lots of pee-mail about on the trees and lamposts, so im hoping you can track us down through that. or vice versa.

I wish we'd had more time together, back then. To say the words that we wanted to say. To really be honest about our feelings. But time and the world were against us. Weren't they?

I don't know when I'll be able to write next. I don't know anything at the moment, it's all so uncertain. Up in the air as you would say.

I miss you, G. With all my heart, I miss you. Please find me soon.
Love always,
anka xxx